| Location | Glasgow |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 01/05/2009 |
| Date of Death | 01/05/2009 |
| Visitors | 858 since 28/05/2009 |
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To my little Angel Gillian......
I've loved my child right from the start
A feeling that's filled my entire heart
I went through the labour and suffered the pain
For many long hours with nothing no gain.
I've spent sleepless nights being awake,
Though it's been a while my arms still ache
I've sat and I've wondered of how she would grow
The love of my family that she'd come to know
The sound of her voice as she learns to talk
Watching her steps as she tries to walk
I have a child that I really love so
I am her mother yet nobody knows
I've spent all these months feeling her grow,
I've lived through it all and have nothing to show
I don't get invited to chat with young mothers,
Because I dont have a baby like others.
Ive got some strech marks that I'd like to hide
but i dont have a pram with a baby inside
I dont know how long Ill be feeling like this
But one thing I know, my baby I miss.
I was so happy when I found out you were coming, your big sister Erin was over the moon and decided she had a baby in her tummy too. Now we have a new angel in the sky looking out for us, Erin looks at the sky all the time and talks to you asking if you have your toy box with you.
I found out I was expecting just before your big sisters 3rd birthday, then we told family and close friends on my 30th birthday, everyone was so happy for us.
We had the first dating scan and you decided to hide, not letting us see your face, your daddy and I were so happy to see you, you were 11+2 days old (even though I thought I was further on). I went back 2 weeks later for another scan to get the measurements etc, daddy didnt come with me as he couldnt get time off work, and that is when my world as I know it came crumbling down around me.
The sonographer asked to do an internal scan, which she did, I didnt think anything of it, until her and the other lady gave glances to each other and one went out to get the doctor.
You were not a well little girl, in a way its all a blur but at the same time I remember every word....
You had a very large cystic hygroma on your neck and back of your head a few other things didnt look right either. As the doctor explained all the possibilities I just kept thinking no no no.
that was the Friday and daddy and I returned to the hospital on the Monday morning for a test called a CVS, this was to take some samples from your placenta to do tests on. But the likelyhood of them being good were so so slim. The test was sore but I knew I needed to do it and it was nothing like the pain I felt in my heart.
On the Thursday, after chasing for the results, I got even more confused, the 4 main cromozone tests they were doing all came back normal, and that is when we found out you were a baby girl. the doc explained that your cyst would go down over time and chances were that you would be born normally. We still had to wait for the full resutls but it was "unlikely" that they would show anything abnormal.
The next Friday I went for a scan, at a routine appointment, and I got to see you again, I was so happy, the Cyst had gone down and you were moving and kicking happily.
as the next week or so went by I began to bond with you even more, feeling you move and kicking all the time. Your big sister was so looking forward to you being here and I could imagine you both playing happily.
I got an appointment to see the consultant in, and went along not thinging much other than they wanted to see if the cyst had gone down. I was going to go myself but at the last minuet your granny decided to come to, hoping to have a look at you.
We sat down in the room, then came the words that ring though my ears everynight, "its not good news", the doctor continued to tell me that you had a very rare cromozone change, meaning that some of one of your cromozones had attached to another. He showed me images, but I still kept hearing the words, not good news.....
As he explained that the problems you may have would be linked to your brain and heart mainly, I knew what was coming next. He carried out a scan, and in a way I didnt want to look, as my gut feelings were that I knew he would tell me the worst.
Your wee brain was not formed properly, (he had seen this in the first scan but not as clear as you had been alot smaller then), you would have been paralised, unable to move at all, blind and so badly mentally ill. He then showed me that your tiny hear was also not formed properly. There seemed to be a few other problems also.
I knew then that I was loosing you and that I would not be able to hold you in my arms, feed you, look after you, play games, see all your "firsts" first smile, first walk, first word, first day at school.........
The doc explained that you would likely miscarry in the comming weeks, and all the complications with that, or that he could induce a misscarriage and let you go to be with the stars.
I knew as the weeks went on I would feel you more, and how hard it would be, please dont hate me for my decision, for being selfish and letting you go early, but I had to do it, for me there was no other choice.
I had to break the news to your daddy, grandparents, aunty and the rest of the family, after being given the hope and the positivity I just didnt know what to do, what to think, what to believe any more.
On the thursday I went into hospital, your big sister thought I was away with work, I didnt want to upset her or make her worry. although she knew something was going on.
I was given medication to induce labour, I was so scared as I had never been in labour before as erin was born by elective section, I never thought I would go through it, as I knew I wasnt allowed a natural deliver at full term due to health problems, so knowing I was going through this to not have you in the end was so so hard.
As the time went by and the pain grew I drifted in and out of sleep, taking as much morphine as I could get, not so much for the pain (although I needed it for that), but to help make it a blur.
I remember waking from a sleep, which had been strange as I hadnt had any pain for a few hours, I knew something was happening and put my had down and felt your little head inbetween my legs. I buzzed for the midwife and at 4.42am after only 1 push you were born. In the end it was so peicefull, no noise, which was nice, but I sooo wanted to hear you cry - I knew I never would, you were wrapped in a towel and taken to be cleaned up, I wish so much I had seen you at that point.
Unfurtunately you decided to leave me a gift and not take the placenta with you, which is wehn all hell broke loose. Your daddy was so worried he could only see blood and me in so much pain. After a short time they rushed me to theatre almost to quick, I barely had time to give your daddy a kiss. For me the next few hours were quick, but for your daddy they were like a lifetime as he waited in that room for me to return.
We couldnt decide on a name before you arrived. It wasnt until after you were born that I realised the perfect name was there all along, Gillian. We had two fantasic midwifes with us before you were born then afterwards, both called Gillian. We named our angel after them both, as mummy wouldnt have got through it without them.
After your daddy went home and I got some sleep, I decided it was time to see you. You were so tiny, so so tiny, but looked so perfect, which made it all that much harder to accept that you had so many problems. You had your sisters wee nose and her long legs, I can only imagine you would have been her spitting image. as I held you and kissed you I cryed like I have never cryed before.
Over the next 2 days I seen you lots, got pictures of you, although I wish I had more, got prints of your hands and feet and told you how much I loved you.
We decided to have a post mortem, I needed to confirm everything as I was so scared they would have got it wrong again.
Leaving you was so hard, harder than I expected, as I walked out that room, I wish to much I could have taken you with me somehow captured your smell, but I couldnt, now I had nothing, not even a death certificate to say you existed..
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On Monday 11th May, sooner than I expected we had your tiny body cremated, daddy and I came to say goodbye, we didnt want lots of people there, until then it had just been us, it felt right. Your coffin was small, so so small, but seemed so big for you at the same time. Daddy carried you in, seing him hold you for the first time, but inside a white box, hurt like hell. I laid one white rose on the top after giving it a kiss.
We just sat there for a while, no words, just pain.x
Me Daddy and Erin will take your ashes to Loch Awe when the weather is nicer, we have always loved it there and go there all the time, you were there while you were in me, making me feel sick. I know you would like it and it gives somewhere for me to go to talk to you and be close to you.
For now and always I will hold you in my heart, you are and always will be my angel, the brightest star in the sky.
I hope as time goes by I can learn to live without you, until we meet again, play and have fun in the clouds, I will think of you every day.
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29th June. Well we received your post mortem results, they confirmed again your poor wee cromozones were muddled, and that you were one on over a million chance. (you are one in a million to me, and always will be, but for other reasons...)
Your poor wee heart was so messed up you didnt have a chance, it was unlikely you would live much longer than you did, and they were surprised you fought on as much as you had.
I was so scared to get your results incase they got it wrong, but they hadnt and my little angel was always destined to be just that, my little angel.
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17th July. Mummy, daddy and Erin went to Loch Awe today and scattered your ashes, it had been raining all day, but the time we were out on the boat, it was dry and sunny. I brought rose pettle's to scatter, as it was a rose that I put on your tiny coffin, Erin decided that was her job, and insisted on putting each pettle in one by one.
I was so upset, it was like letting you go all over again, but we wanted to let you go somewhere that means alot to us, that we can visit, but isnt too close that I will be there every day.
You are with me in my head, in my heart and in my soul, today and forever till I hold you again in my arms, fly high little angel, grow strong in spirit and keep an eye on your sister for me from above.xxxx
miss you.
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I believe in Angels
I wish it wasnt true,
We didnt want an Angel
We only wanted you,
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Youve left behind our broken hearts.
Our thoughts and photos too.
We didnt want a memory
We only wanted you
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We miss you now, our hearts are sore,
As time goes by we miss you more,
Your loving smile, your gentle face,
No one can fill your vacant place
The day your angel wings took flight,
a beautiful new star lit up the night,
our tragic loss is heavens gain,
our hearts feel heavy with this pain.
With the angels you will soar,
in our hearts for ever more,
sleep tight angel baby, please stay close by,
and watch over us from your cloud up high.
Tiny angel, so perfect in every way,
we think of you with so much love,
each and every day.
♫♫ HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRECIOUS GILLIAN ♫♫
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♫ Happy Birthday To You ♫
♫ Happy Birthday Dear Gillian ♫
♫ Happy Birthday To You ♫
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GILLIAN
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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday Gillian
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GILLIAN
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bigs hugs from me to you and your family
and friends that you miss you ever day but
in our hearts forever you will not be forgotin
all my love hugs and xxxx from me Sylvie
mommy of Samantha Belanger and
Granddaughter of Albert and Marie-Jeanne
Belanger take care bye for now.
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Today is my birthday...
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Today is my birthday
Celebrate my life with you
And remember the good times
Forget the bad.
Look up towards the sun
And catch every ray of light
Upon your cheek.
For I am there with you.
Today is my birthday,
Be happy for me.
My life was full.
I had the pleasure of love
And the joy of my family.
Do not be sad
Look up towards the stars
And catch each twinkle
In your heart.
For I am there with you
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Today is my birthday
My legacy is not wealth
Or mighty belongings,
My legacy is you and your life.
Spend it wisely and carefully,
Guard it always.
Do not be sad.
Feel the wind on your face
And in your hair
And know that I loved you
For I am there with you in your laughter
And in your hearts.
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Today is my birthday,
Learn to live again without me.
Take my strength with you
For you are not alone.
Do not be sad
Feel the rain on your face
Feel all life's treasures and
Know that you are alive!
At each step of the way
I will help you
For I am with you always
Until we meet again.
Today is my birthday...
unknown all my love
Sylvie
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
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God took you gently by the hand,
On wings of love to another land,
Nestled in the clouds up high,
Eternal life he gave you in the sky,
The ones left behind have broken hearts,
Oh they did not want you to depart,
One day you will all meet again,
Saving a place and no more pain,
On wings of love in Heaven above,
Our hearts are filled with lots of love,
Never more then a heart beat away,
Gone too soon,but loved and remembered every single day.
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Sending you lots of Love on your Angel Day
Stay close to all who Love and miss you sweetheart,
Love always,Sylvie xxxxx
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This day will be a celebration
Of the short time you were here.
You will always be remembered
With great love and many tears.
But to only feel pain and sorrow
Would not be fair to you.
Your life meant so much more to us,
More than words could say.
You were here so briefly,
I wonder if you knew
All the ways you’ve touched
Our world and our hearts
And everyone who knew you
Since the day God called you home.
Now my child, you’re an Angel
With your heavenly Father above,
We see not only what we’ve lost
But our capacity of love.
There will always be a big void
In our life and a hole in our
Hearts that will never heal.
Our souls will grieve forever.
Will we forget or stop loving you?
No! Not now…not ever.
Special Angel Day - by Sam & Gordon Winson
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BIG HUGS GILLIAN
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⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ bigs hugs from me to you and your ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ and Granddaughter of Albert and ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Marie-Jeanne Belanger take care ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ hugs and XXXX bye for now good ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰
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♥ ♥ ♥ Angel Day bigs hugs from me to you and your family and friends that you miss you ever day but in our hearts forever take care love you bye for now hugs love from me.♥ ♥ ♥
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel XX
Born Asleep - by Unknown Author
“Born Asleep" - such a beautiful phrase,
Always touches me to the core.
The broken cries of a Mother's heart
When it just can't take anymore.
I open my heart, one Mum to another,
So you never lose your hope,
That although it gets no easier,
I promise you'll learn to cope.
Remember your Angel is sleeping
In a world much kinder than ours
And will always be there to hold your hand
Even in your darkest hours.
My own little Angel will keep an eye,
And play with yours in their park.
But you must find your love and strength,
And feed your own little spark.
You'll never be alone my friend,
I will always understand.
If the tides loom up to swallow you,
Just reach out and grab my hand.
In memory of my niece Gillian
Little Snowdrop
The world may never notice
If a Snowdrop doesn't bloom,
Or even pause to wonder
If the petals fall too soon.
But every life that ever forms,
Or ever comes to be,
Touches the world in some small way
For all eternity.
The little one we long for
Was swiftly here and gone.
But the love that was then planted
Is a light that still shines on.
And though our arms are empty,
Our hearts know what to do.
Every beating of our hearts
Says that we love you.
Thinking of you this week Gillian.
Love, Auntie Lynne, Uncle Brian and big cousin Cate
XXXXX
Your big sisters poem
Your big sister (3 at the time) wrote a poem for you in nursery which had to start if I could be... Erin decided to be a fairy, she said then she could play with you in the stars.... she loves you so much.... even though she never met you.x
My name is Fairy Erin, I can fly in the sky
My wings are made of fairy dust, they take me so high
I live in a tree house, near a magical lake
Where I eat pasta and glittery cakes
I wear a pink dress and a ring shining bright
My favourite thing to do is dance all day and all night
My hair is pink, so lovely and shiny
Im as small as a butterly so dainty and tiny
With Magic I can grant you wishes wishes
Ill wave my magic want with flicks and swishes
Lucas and Hanna are my fairy friends, we laugh and shout
And play games until the stars come out
If I could be a fairy, that would be my dream
to float above the clouds, dancing ona sunbeam
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